mixed emotions.

Well well well,
look at the time it's already 430am on a lone Friday morining.

Awaiting for examinations ahead at school
It's chemistry later~
Seriously nothings going into my mind and i have been slacking on food and tv and even in front of the computer,
nothing, i repeat, nothing works when it's last minutes for me.

How retarded,
anyway This storm has been a great tutor,
I've learnt much from him
and i swear I'll do better in the official examination.

Hope so.

Fear,
towards people who think you're really great,
think you're somehow half a genius in that field.

It pressurizes me,
I don't perform well all the time.
Besides,
I hate being looked down and too hate disappointing other people,
what a shame,
I perfect my scores for myself but partially for other people.

The pen lies in my hands,
I will do it.

Life is such a scorching process,
aren't you guys tired of it sometimes?

The world is simply awesome

But sometimes, its just pathetic.

Best quit fussing and get back on bed.
I can't wait.

痛苦如尘埃。

哈哈
我得先笑一笑
我看到了报纸上一位大师的一句话，
[痛苦如尘埃]
啊！什么！？莫名其妙，简直是胡说八道！

可是，
静下心来，
想一想，
到石凳上躺着，
看着广阔无边的晚霞，
此时此刻这句话派得上用场了，
夕阳无限好，只是近黄昏。

痛苦，
是自己定义的。
为什么说他犹如尘埃呢？
他根本不重要。
你的价值定在你痛苦的多寡吗？
不。
绝对是不。

不过我始终相信，
经历过痛楚的人材真正知道事情的真相。

假设你为了写鸡毛蒜皮的事情就很痛苦，
你为未免太懦弱了吧！

什么叫值得痛苦的事情？
不就是自己定义出来的吗？

我决定为某件事情而感到痛楚万分，
我决定为了这件事情伤心欲绝。
都不是自己决定的吗？

可能你会这么想，
这样好不近人情啊。

也对，
可能偶尔的痛苦是必要来调剂自己的生活。
让一位很好的缓冲器来舒缓你的痛苦-时间。

痊愈的时间真的好关键，
不过
说得容易做的好难。
谈何容易？

可是只要宗旨依然犹存着，
我相信自己可以胜于这一切。。。。
的
痛苦。